This week I am on my own with Everly during the day. Jason is working at the office. I will be enjoying a lot of randomness, and probably a few moments of wanting to just sit down and cry. Everly and I are just going to have some fun this week, and try to relax.
The house work may or may not get done – – I already scrubbed the kitchen, living room, and entry way floors – – and there may be toys exploded every where. I am trying to not care. I am trying to just enjoy being a Mom this week. Its something I kind of feel robbed of.
I wish I had taken more time to just soak in the fact that I had become a Mom when Everly made her grand entrance. I wish I had said no to people, and said no to going places. I wish we had just stayed at home and cuddled with her more. I feel I was robbed of her being a newborn, and just getting to enjoy that moment that passes in the blink of an eye.
Forgive me while I enjoy the cuddles, smiles, cries of joy and sadness, and so much more from my little girl. This week Everly has my whole attention.
The juggling of things will figure itself out this week.
I have a 7 month old.
She’s pretty amazing.